To GB or not to GB?

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Someone give him a quarter...

...so he can buy a clue!!!  Ahhh, seriously, there's a guy who just doesn't get that he will NEVER be anything more than a friend to me.  I met him about 3 months ago at a party.  He was sitting at a table with friends of mine and I joined in the conversation.  He moved to come sit by me and we started talking.  He's cute, but I'm not attracted to him.  I can't really say why.  He looks like my type, but I don't know.  There's just no chemistry.  I look at him and I don't feel any desire or passion.

At the party, he asked if I'd want to hang out sometime.  I told him that would be nice, but that I wasn't looking for a boyfriend.  He agreed  that friends only worked best.  I gave him my number and he texted me the next day.  He asked me to see a movie and I met him there.  When we got our seats, he put up the arm rest and put his hand on my thigh.  I laughed it off and pushed his hand away.  During the movie, he tried to hold my hand.  Not wanting to make a scene, I pulled my hand away and folded my hands in my lap.

After the movie, I was pissed.  "What were you doing in there?" I angrily asked.  "What?  I was just trying to be romantic with you," he answered.  I was shocked.  How could he be so dumb?  I had told him I didn't want a boyfriend.  We both agreed we should just be friends.  Why was he trying to make it into something more?  We stood outside his car and talked.

"Listen, I just want to be friends.  I told you this at the party.  I just got out of a relationship and I want to be single," I said to him.  He nodded as I spoke.  "I understand, Myli," he softly said.  He hugged me and he apologized.  As I drove away, I felt a little mean for what I had said, but realized I needed to make sure we were on the same page.

We hung out a few more times and things were good.  We were just friends.  No inappropriate touching.  I was glad I put my foot down because he was a fun guy to hang out with!

Then 2 weeks ago, I get a text from him asking me if I want to see the midnight showing of "Transformers 3".  I quickly texted back "YES!" and we made plans to meet up.  The day before the movie, he texts me and tells me that he can't keep hiding his feelings and that he likes me and wants to date me.  When I read the text, I threw my phone down on my bed and screamed.  "What the fuck is wrong with him!?" I yelled.  I was so upset, that I was shaking.  I couldn't even compose a reply text.  When I didn't text back, he called me.  I contemplated not answering the phone, but I picked it up.

The conversation is not worth repeating here.  I was a mean, ugly bitch in the things I said to him.  I told him that from Day 1, I told him I wanted to be friends.  I never lead him on.  I never made him believe he had a chance with me.  I always paid for my own movie tickets, food, etc when we hung out.  I was so frustrated that I was a lot meaner than I needed to be.  He again apologized and asked if I'd still consider being his friend.  He said he was 100% clear about how I felt and that he would be happy to be just friends.  I considered saying "hell no", but he is a nice guy and we did have fun when I thought we were just hanging out as friends, so I said "Yes".

I woke up yesterday morning to a text from him.  "Good morning, my dear Myli.  I love you more today than I did the day we met.  Please reconsider and go on a date with me."  I had to re-read the text 3 times because I really thought I was dreaming.  Could he really be that stupid?  I wrote out a whole long text telling him what an idiot he was and to never call or text me again.  But in the end, I deleted it.  It was obvious that no matter what I said, he would never get it.  I have no idea what makes a guy want a girl who has told him over and over that she doesn't want to date him.  He sent me a total of 5 text messages yesterday and I deleted them all.  Oh and I did finally get to see "Transformers 3" and with a very cute guy.  But that's another story, for another time :)

Acting Out

I was sent a video by a reader I was chatting with on Yahoo IM.  Out of curiosity, I watched it.  (You can view the video here.  VIDEO IS NSFW!!)  I loved what I saw and I immediately got horny.  It was very early in the morning, but I decided to take a chance and texted a couple of fwb to see if they wanted to come over.  Ryan texted me back and asked me if I was serious.  I sent him the link and told him to watch it and come over and fuck me exactly like the video.  He texted me back and said he'd be at my house in an hour.

Ryan came to my house in his uniform and looked so handsome. He didn't say a word to me.  Instead, he pushed me into my bedroom and threw me on the bed.  He kissed me and I grabbed at his uniform and started pulling it off.  He pushed me back down on the bed and spread my legs.  He licked my clit a few times and entered my wet pussy.  "I'm gonna fuck you even harder than the guy in the video," he said, with a smile.

He started fucking me hard and fast.  He pushed my legs back and fucked me deep.  I was moaning and begging for more. He pulled out, flipped me over and fucked me doggie style.  I was moaning and loving every minute of his hard fucking.  "Fuck me harder," I begged him.  He pulled my hair back.  "You like it when I fuck you rough?" he asked me.  "Yes," I screamed.  He let go of my hair and put his hands around my neck.  He lightly choked me and pounded away at my pussy.  I let out a little moan and it seemed to turn him on because he fucked me even harder.

Then suddenly, Ryan stopped.  I was confused for a second, but then he grabbed the lube and I knew what was on his mind.  He threw the lube to me.  "I'm gonna fuck your tight ass now!" he said.  He grabbed my arm and threw me  onto my stomach.  He spread my legs and spit on my asshole.  He slowly entered my ass and I let out a little moan.  He inched in a little at a time until he was balls deep.  "You ready for this?" he whispered in my ear.  "Yes, baby.  Fuck my ass hard!" I begged.

He put his hands on my waist and slowly worked his cock in and out.  Without warning, he started pounding my ass.  He was fucking me so hard and I could feel the pleasure radiating throughout my body.  I was screaming and begging him to fuck me harder.  "Oh god, babe," he said between moans, "I'm gonna cum so hard!"  He pulled my hair again and continued to fuck me hard.  I reached back and grabbed his ass and pulled him further into me.  I felt Ryan's body tense up and I knew he was about to cum.  He grabbed my waist tightly. "Fuck, babe," he said, as he came all in my ass.  He collapsed onto my back and we both laughed.  He started to get up and he pulled my hair and whispered in my ear.  "I'm not done with you yet."

He pulled off his condom and showed me his cock, glistening in his cum.  Before I could say anything, he shoved his cock down my throat.  I gagged.  He pulled out and demanded that I lick all the cum off.  I obediently listened.  I ran my tongue up and down his cock and licked every last drop off.  I put my lips around his cock head and sucked out a couple of drops of cum still inside him.  He moaned as I slowly sucked his cock and milked him dry.

I watched as Ryan put his uniform back on.  "Thanks for coming by this morning," I said to him.  We both laughed.  "I like being your early morning booty call," he said.  I kissed him and as he walked out the door, he turned around and smiled at me.  "The other sailors are gonna know I got laid by this grin on my face," he joked.  As he got into his car and drove away, I grabbed my cell phone.  I typed out "We need to redo the scene.  Come by after work for a re-shoot :)"  He texted back..."I'll be there at 6 pm.  I'm going to fuck your brains out!"  I went back to sleep with a smile on my face and dreaming of what he had in store for me.  God, I love porn!

The meeting

 (No, this is NOT a picture of me and Josh.  I was looking for a picture of a "Starbucks coffee date" and stumbled upon this)

I had coffee with my new potential fwb and it was a lot of fun!  He was even more handsome in person than he was in his pictures.  And I felt the chemistry between us immediately.  We sat outside of Starbucks and talked for a couple of hours.  He made me laugh, which was a very good thing.  He suggested we hang out again and I asked him if he wanted to come back to my place and watch a movie or something.  And I gave him a little wink.  lol

We went back to my place and we watched some Law and Order reruns that were on tv.  He grabbed my hand and kissed me.  He was a really good kisser.  I suggested we get naked and he said no.  He said we will get to that part eventually.  We cuddled on my couch and watched the rest of the episode.  He asked me if he could stay over and I said yes.  But surprisingly, we didn't have sex.  We stayed in my bed and talked.

When he left in the morning, he asked me if I still was considering being fwb with him and I said YES!  He flashed me a smile and gave me a hug and left.  He texted me later in the day to say that we should meet up again on Sunday to do our fwb thing.  I can't wait!

Friends helping friends :)

Remember how I said I lost a fwb because he started dating someone?  Well he texted me last night to say that he had a way to make it up to me...he found me a possible new fwb!  How awesome is he??  I asked him what this mystery man was like and he said he was 22, white, tall (6'1"), blonde hair, blue eyes, boy next door look, and in the military.  He was funny, liked to go out, and made a lot of jokes.  He apparently liked asian girls but had had a hard time making friends or even hooking up with one here in Hawaii.  He asked me if I'd be interested in talking to him to see if we clicked and of course I said yes!  I have his number and I plan on texting him tomorrow.  I hope we get along well.  Maybe we could even meet up this weekend!

Sexual Dreams...after sex!

Last night, I had a quickie with my fwb and fell asleep.  I woke up and the first thing that crossed my mind was that I had had a sex dream!  I could remember it so vividly.  It was almost like a continuation to the sex I had just had.  It was weird because I noticed recently that I've been getting those type of dreams a lot more.

My quickie was nothing special.  My fwb had stopped by on his way to work.  He bent me over my kitchen counter, moved my panties aside, and fucked my brains out.  Then he made me lick him clean and he left.

In my dream, he and I went into the shower and took turns washing each other's bodies.  He washed my long hair for me and I played with his cock.  Then when we were all clean, I got on my knees and sucked him, all while the water was running down our bodies.  He pushed me against the shower wall and started fucking me.  And that's when I woke up.

I texted my fwb while he was at work and asked him to stop by later today.  I didn't tell him about my dream.  I figured I would just act it out when I see him!  I bet it will be a lot of fun!

Random Text

I woke up this morning to a random text from a guy I used to hook up with a year ago.  It said "I miss being inside your tight asian pussy".  Damn.  That made me miss him being inside me.  He was by far the most gorgeous FWB I have ever had.  Tall, rugged good look, country boy, southern accent, and always had on a cowboy hat and cowboy boots.  Ahhhh, I miss him.  Too bad he got out of the military and went back to his home state.  :(