So many questions...

 

Hello, my loyal followers,

I know it's been months since I last posted here.  I sporadically post on Tumblr, but I just haven't felt like writing here on Blogspot.  I am almost at 2200 followers on Tumblr and lately, I've been getting a lot of messages and questions (especially about my boyfriend).  A lot of the questions are the same, so I thought I would have another question and answer post.   

1.  Do you still have a boyfriend?
Yes, my boyfriend and I are still going strong.  We have been together for over a year now and we are very much in love.

2.  Tell me about your boyfriend.
He is younger than me.  He is in the military.  He is from the South and has an adorable accent.  He has a kind heart and is very caring.  He is very sexy and attractive.  He fucks my brains out and makes me squirt.  He is amazing!

3.  Does your boyfriend know about your blog and Tumblr? 
Yes, he does.  I didn't tell him about it right away, but I eventually did.  I wanted him to know about my past and understand who I used to be.  I also wanted him to know that being the crazy Myli, who slept with a bunch of different guys and had gangbangs, was in my past.

4.  What do you do for a living?
I am very guarded about my personal life because I don't think the higher ups at my job would be happy with my blog.  I will say that I work a 8-4:30 job.  I have my own office and do admin work.  

5.  What happened to Matt?
Matt got back from Afghanistan and eventually PCS'd (restationed) to North Carolina.  It was a very tearful goodbye when he left Hawaii and we promised that we would stay in touch.  Sadly, Matt and I no longer talk.  He met a girl and she immediately made him stop talking to me.  She didn't like that we used to fuck.  Matt texted me one day and told me his girlfriend was jealous of me and he had to stop being my friend.  I was shocked and saddened by how things happened, but I've moved on.

6.  What happened to Josh?
 Josh messed up and got kicked out of the military.  He went back to his home state and met an amazing girl.  He is very happy!  He and I still talk on Facebook and via text. 

7.  Do you have a wishlist?
I get this question A LOT!  I know a lot of you have offered to buy me gifts and I do appreciate it.  I will consider making a wishlist.

I don't know if I will begin updating this blog or not.  You can usually find me on Tumblr though.  If you want to talk, send me a message there.  I miss you all!

Love,
Myli

My Neighbor

 There is an older asian woman who lives next door to me. I’m pretty sure she lives alone. She’s very nosy and likes to stand by her window and watch me after I park my car and then walk to my house.

Last night, I came home and she approached me on the sidewalk. “I notice there’s a white boy who comes by a lot," she said to me. 

With a puzzled look on my face, I said “And?" 

She pointed her finger at me, as if to scold me. “You should stay away from those whites. They are nothing but trouble." 

 I was so irritated at her ignorance that I said the first thing that came to mind…

"Well it’s a good thing I don’t let him cum inside me when we’re fucking!"

She had a horrified look on her face and as I walked to my front door, I had to hold back the laughter. I can’t wait to see what happens the next time I see her. Lol

Have a good weekend, everyone!

Love, 
Myli

Matt's Cruel Intentions

Before Matt got deployed, I asked him if there was anything special, sexually, that he wanted to do.  I expected something pretty crazy, but his answer was even crazier than I could have dreamed.  "I want to make love to you, Myli," he said to me.  I was speechless.  "Are you asking because you're in love with me?" I cautiously asked.  Matt smiled and shook his head no.  He went on to explain to me that he hadn't made love to a girl in a long time and he wanted to experience that with me before he left.  He referenced the scene in "Cruel Intentions" and I knew what he meant.  My first response was to say no, but as I thought about it, I hadn't really made love in awhile too.  And I trust Matt completely, so I thought it was a good idea.  

We decided to do it at my house.  I bought new silk sheets and lit some candles.  I bought a new white babydoll.  It was sexy, but not slutty.  I figured it was perfect for the occasion.  Matt was running late and for some reason, I felt nervous.  When the doorbell rang, I sprayed some perfume on and went to answer the door.  Matt was standing there with flowers for me.  It was so sweet.  He stepped into my house and kissed me on the forehead.  I grabbed his hand and led him to the bedroom.  Before I could take another step, he sweeped me up into his arms and carried me.

Matt placed me down on my bed.  "You look so beautiful, Myli," he said to me.  "Thanks, babe," I said to him.  He laid on the bed beside me and held me.  Matt grabbed my face and kissed me.  We made out and rolled around the bed for a long time.  His hands were roaming all over my body and eventually under my babydoll.  Matt was on top of me and kissing down my neck and the top of my breasts.  He kissed down my stomach, then all the way down my legs.   Matt helped me take off my babydoll and I pulled off his shirt and pants. 

We kissed again.  We both just had our underwear on.  I kind of giggled because it reminded me of being a teenager.  Matt looked me in the eyes and told me how much I meant to him.  I smiled.  I reached down and pulled off Matt's boxer briefs.  I felt his hard cock pop out and hit my leg.  I reached down and slipped off my panties too.  I leaned over and grabbed a condom.  I was about to rip it open, when Matt stopped to kiss me.  He held my wrists over my head and kissed down my neck again.  I let out a soft moan. 

Matt put the condom on and slowly entered me.  It felt so good to feel him slowly ease his cock in.  It was almost like a tease.  Matt laid on top of me and barely moved his cock in and out of me.  We kissed again and even though he wasn't fucking me hard, like I'm used to, it felt good.  Matt would stop kissing me for a second or two to just look me in the eyes and it was intense.  He was still moving slowly in and out of me and I let out a few soft moans.  I hadn't had slow sex in so long that I forgot how good it could feel.

The lovemaking lasted a long time.  We never changed positions.  It seemed like we did more kissing then fucking.  Matt stopped to kiss and lick my nipples, which made me moan even more.  I wrapped my legs around him and grabbed onto his ass.  Matt would touch my face and lightly pull on my hair.  "You feel so good, babe," he said to me.  "You feel good too," I said back.  I was really enjoying Matt making love to me.  We kissed and I didn't want it to end.

At one point, I felt Matt quickening his pace and I was sure it was because he was getting closer to cumming.  His head was buried into my shoulder and I whispered "cum for me" in his ear.  "Oh god, you feel so good," was all he could manage to say before he came.  Matt jerked his head back and looked me in the eyes.  I grabbed onto his arms.  His body shook as he thrusted in and out of my pussy a few more times.  He kissed my lips again before he collapsed on top of me.  I wrapped my arms around him and he just laid on top of me.

We ended up cuddling and kissing the rest of the night. It was really sweet and something I never thought I'd do with Matt. "That was amazing," he later told me.  I smiled and nodded in agreement.  I fell asleep in his arms.  I woke in the middle of the night and Matt wasn't next to me. He was standing up and re-lighting the candles.  Matt looked at me and smiled.  "Get your sexy ass back in bed and make love to me,"  I demanded.  There was a Round 2 and 3 that night.  It was the perfect way to end our last night together. 

It's Grilling Time!

I am off to my friend's barbecue in a few minutes. I can't wait to eat some delicious food.  My friend said there will be steak, ribs, chicken, hot dogs, hamburgers, and shrimp.  And for those that asked, the friend throwing the barbecue is NOT a friends with benefits.  He is just a friend, but he is in the military, so I'm sure there will be quite a few white, military boys there.  I am hoping to meet some new people and possibly a new fwb!  I am all about networking.  And while I may not meet a new fwb tonight, I might meet a guy who becomes a friend and he might know someone that ends up being my new fwb.  I will keep you all updated!

I hope everyone is having a nice weekend.  I was lucky enough to have a quickie with Josh last night and he made me squirt so much.  It was a nice end to my Friday night.  Oh and if you are looking for a movie to see this weekend, go see "Contagion".  I really liked it and it's one of those movies that keep you on the edge of your seat.  I'm off to the barbecue now.  Keep your fingers crossed for me :)

The Search Is On

When I realized I'd be losing 3 of my friends with benefits within the the next 3 months, I realized I needed to find at least one new guy to add to my lineup.  Ideally, I'd love to add 3 new guys, but that might be a very ambitious goal.  I do like quality over quantity and I know it will be hard for me to find even one guy who has what I look for in a friends with benefits.

So, the search is on!  I talked to Matt and Brandon and both agreed to help me.  I really haven't been trying to find a new fwb in a long time, so I need to keep my eyes open.  This island is full of gorgeous white guys who are willing to have no strings sex with an asian girl.  I just hope I can find one that I'm attracted to (and is attracted to me), wants the same things I do, and knows how to fuck me the way I like it.  This is actually easier said than done.

I am going to a friend's barbecue on Saturday and maybe I will find some promising leads there.  I have a very special post coming up on Friday or Saturday.  And it's not the type of post you're expecting.  It will all make sense when you see it.  Have a wonderful weekend, everyone!

There Goes Another One

I just got home from hanging out with Brandon.  I wasn't expecting to see him tonight, but as I was on my way home from work, he called me and asked me if I wanted to grab dinner.  At first, I wasn't sure if "dinner" was code for sex.  But he mentioned a restaurant by his house and I told him I'd meet him there.  We had a nice dinner and he asked me if I wanted to go back to his place.  We watched some tv and as expected, we ended up kissing and then fucking.  It was so hot because he only pulled down his ACU (Army Combat Uniform) pants and kept the rest of his uniform on.  I also just pulled up my skirt and he pulled aside my panties, while my blouse and bra were still on.  It was kinda hot that we fucked while we both had so much clothes still on.

After Brandon came, he grabbed me and cuddled me really tightly.  He was playing with my hair, which was unlike him.  I looked at him.  "What's going on with you?" I asked.  He was silent and kept holding me and playing with my hair.  I started to get concerned.  "I don't know how to tell you this, Myli," he softly said.  Now I was really worried and I demanded he tell me what was going on.  Then he dropped the bomb on me...he is getting deployed in January and will be gone for a year.  I was shocked.  Yes, Brandon had come back from Iraq last October, but he had told me that he wouldn't deploy until 2013 because of the job he was now assigned to here. 

I didn't know what to say at first.  He held me tightly and kept saying "I'm sorry" over and over.  I didn't know why he was saying that because this deployment isn't his fault.  And like my other military friends, I know deployments are a fact of life and despite the fact he was previously told he wouldn't deploy until 2013, plans can always change.  I felt a lot of sadness thinking about him leaving again.  Added to the fact that Matt and Travis are leaving in October, I will be losing 3 friends with benefits within a 3 month period. 

I must have made a sad face because Brandon touched my face and kissed me again.  "Everything is going to be okay," he told me.  I nodded.  I don't think it ever gets easier to hear that one of my friends is leaving and getting deployed again.

Brandon and I laid together and talked.  "I'm going to really miss you, babe," he said to me, while running his hands all over my body.  "I'll still be here when you get back," I told him.  "Anyway, we still have 3 months to fuck each other's brains out!"  And with that, Brandon grabbed me and bent me over and started fucking me.  He stopped for a second and I asked him what was wrong.  "You're going to blog about this when you go home, aren't you?"  I just smiled.  "Shut up and fuck me," I demanded.  Brandon did as he was told and I didn't leave his house until we were both satisfied.  Gosh, I'm really going to miss him :(

Behind Closed Doors

Evan had asked me to wear something lacy, so I looked through my drawer and decided on a pink bra and boyshorts.  I put on my new nude heels, sprayed some perfume on, and sat on my couch and waited for him to arrive.  I heard the doorbell ring, opened the door and smiled.  Evan looked sexy.  He was wearing a baby blue button down shirt and jeans.  He actually looked dressed to take me out on a date. I thought it was cute that he dressed up, even though he knew his clothes would be on my floor very soon.

I hugged Evan and he whispered in my ear, "You look amazing, Myli."  I smiled and said thank you and he smacked my ass as he followed me to the living room.  We talked for a little while, but I could tell he was distracted by my tits because he wasn't looking at me in the eyes.  I laughed.  "We should just cut the small talk and get to the fucking," I said to him. With that, Evan grabbed my face and started kissing me.  I straddled him and  started pulling off his shirt.  We kissed passionately and Evan expertly pulled off my bra and started grabbing my tits and kissing them.  I arched my back to give him a better angle and his tongue quickly went to licking my nipples.  I moaned as he kept going back and forth between each one.  He reached into my panties and lightly rubbed my clit.  "You're so wet, babe," he said to me.

I was enjoying every second of Evan licking my nipples, but I was ready for his surprise.  I touched his face and kissed him again, then got off and grabbed his hand.  We went into my bedroom and I closed the door.  Evan was facing my bed and didn't see anything out of the ordinary, so he was a bit puzzled.  "Are you ready for your surprise?" I asked him.  He nodded.  I pushed him up against my closed door and quickly put him into the door restraints I had bought.  A huge smile came across his face as he processed what I was doing to him. 

"This is my surprise?" he asked.  "Yes, babe," I answered,  "I bought door restraints."  Evan just smiled.  I kissed up his neck, then his lips, then back down his chest and stomach.  I unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them down. His cock was already hard with some precum on the tip. I got on my knees and looked up at him.  "Just lean back and let me do all the work," I told him.  And before he could respond, my tongue was licking up the precum.  Evan let out a small moan and I started sucking his cock.  I could hear him struggling in his restraints and I just looked up at him and relished in seeing him watch me.  I sucked him fast and used my hand.  I deep throated him a few times and he loved it when I gagged.  I could feel him instinctively start thrusting into my mouth and I let him face fuck me.

I stopped for a second and stood up. I brought my ottoman closer to where we were.  Evan watched my every move, never sure what I had planned next.  I kissed him on the lips again.  "I'll be right back," I whispered to him.  I returned with a condom.  I gave his hard cock a few more sucks then rolled the condom onto him.  I turned around and bent over so he could watch me take off my panties. Then, I grinded against his hard cock.  He was still struggling in his restraints when I reached around and guided his cock into my wet pussy.  Because of our height difference, I put one foot and both hands on the ottoman to brace myself.  I slowly moved back and forth on Evan's cock.  He was moaning and begging for more.  I began to increase the tempo and used my hips more.  I moaned as his cock was hitting all my sensitive spots.

My legs started to feel a bit shaky, so I leaned back against Evan's chest and wrapped one arm around the back of his neck.  I turned my head to kiss him and he moaned in my mouth as I still continued to move my pussy over his cock.  "Ride me harder, babe," Evan demanded.  I complied immediately.  I thrust my hips back faster and felt his body start to tighten.  I kept riding him as I again heard Evan struggling in the restraints.  "I don't think I can hold back much longer," he said to me.  I told him to cum whenever he wanted and I kept riding him. His cock made my pussy feel so good.  Each stroke made me moan.  I felt Evan start to thrust again and I knew he was close. 

We moved our bodies at the same time and we were both moaning.  I let go of his neck and reached up to pull his hair.  I was so turned on and wet that I could feel my juices dripping down my leg.  "I want you to cum, babe," I begged.  Evan didn't respond.  He just kept fucking me and me fucking him. But seconds later, he moaned as he said, "I'm cumming," over and over.  He thrust deeply one last time and I felt his body contract.  I slowly moved my body over his cock in order to drain every last drop of cum out.  I reached around to grab his ass and push him deep inside me and he buried his head into the back of my neck.

After a minute, I got on my knees again and pulled off the condom.  Evan's cock was still very hard and I took him into my mouth to clean him off.  I jerked him a few times to get out the last few drops.  I hungrily swallowed those right away.  I stood back up and released Evan from the restraints and he grabbed me and pushed me onto the bed.  We cuddled for a minute and he thanked me for his surprise.  "Did you have fun?" I asked him.  "Yes, but I have one question," he said to me, "When is it my turn to put you in that thing?"   I just smiled and knew that I better be prepared for Round 2.

Super Deepthroat

(To play the game, go to my Tumblr:  here )

On Saturday, I went to dinner with a friend in Waikiki. I hurried home, freshened up and called Jason.  I hadn't seen him much lately and I wanted to fix that.  He told me he wanted to watch a movie ("Paul").  I had already seen it in the theater, but I told him to bring the DVD anyway.

Jason showed up at my house half an hour later and he looked so sexy!  He was wearing a white wife beater and jeans.  He was also wearing a cologne that I had never smelled on him before and I really liked it.  He sat on my couch and noticed that my laptop was out.  "Were you watching porn?" he playfully asked.  "No, I was actually reading emails and checking my Tumblr," I told him.  He asked me what Tumblr was about and I showed him my dashboard.  His eyes widened with each picture he saw, as he scrolled down. 

"What's this about?" he asked. I looked over and I had no idea.  I told him to click on it.  It was the Super Deepthroat game.  I saw some Japanese writing, so I was curious.  We both laughed when the game loaded. Jason was trying to figure out how to use the controls and after a minute, he started to get the hang of it.  I laughed again when I realized that the girl was making actual gagging sounds.  Then I noticed her tearing up and her eyeliner running.  I was impressed by the little details.  Then we saw and heard the lightning on the screen and were confused.  "Babe, I think he came," he said with half a smile.  "What?" I said to him.  So we played again and when the lightning was on the screen, we made her ease off and saw him cum all over her face and tits.  We couldn't stop laughing.  (In retrospect, I have no idea why we thought this was all so funny!)

Jason played the game a few times and at that point, the girl was covered in cum.  I was getting bored, so I took off my shirt and bra and kissed up his neck.  "What about if you tie my wrists behind my back and face fuck me like the game?" I whispered.  Jason didn't even answer.  He pushed me down on the couch and started kissing me. He kissed down my neck and hungrily licked my nipples.  He pulled down my pants and pushed aside my panties and fingered my wet pussy.  I reached down and felt his hardening cock.  I gave him a few strokes and he pushed my hand away.  "I want your mouth, NOW!" he demanded.

Jason flipped me over and spanked my ass a few times.  "You've been a very bad girl, Myli," he said as he spanked me again. He grabbed my wrists and put them in the restraints.  He fingered my pussy and I moaned. Jason pulled me up by my wrists and made me get on my knees.  I looked up at him and he smiled as he pushed his cock into my mouth.  I slowly sucked him as he moaned.  He reached down to grab my tits and then his hand wandered to the back of my head.  He pushed my head towards him and I gagged as his cock went down my throat.  He let go and pushed me back down on his cock again.  I gagged.  Tears were streaming down my face.  He looked down at me and had a concerned look on his face.  I just looked back up at him with a smile on my face and he smiled back because he knew I was okay.

I felt Jason's cock swell and I knew he was really close.  He pushed me faster and faster down onto his cock and I was trying not to gag.  He pushed my head all the way down and my nose was pressed against his abs.  I gagged and he let go.  He pushed me down onto his cock over and over.  I was gasping for air and tears were falling down my face.  I looked up at Jason and saw his eyes rolling back.  He pushed me really roughly down onto his cock and I knew he was going to shoot.  "Fuck, I'm gonna cum," he moaned to me.  I felt his cum shoot down my throat and he slowly let go of my head.  I let my lips rest of the tip of his cock and sucked out the last few drops of cum inside.  I ran my tongue across his cock head and ended with a kiss.

I looked up at Jason and was waiting for him to take the restraints off. It was as if he was reading my mind because without me saying anything, he petted my head and told me that the restraints were staying on.  I was a bit surprised. "What are you going to do to me now?" I asked. "I'm gonna use your mouth again and then cum all over these," Jason said as he grabbed my tits.  I nodded and did as I was told.  I think our version of the Super Deepthroat game was even more fun than the one we played on Tumblr!  It was a fun night!

So There's This Blog...

This post will be very short because I can't go into the details.  Last night, I met up with a friend at a bar after my family dinner. While I was there, I met a very cute guy, gave him my number, then he casually mentioned my blog.  Yes, this blog!  He mentioned tumblr and brought up my blog, but he didn't know that I was the author.  Ahhhh!  I almost didn't know what to say.  Now I don't know if I should pursue being friends and possibly more.  It just shows how small the world (and especially Hawaii) is.  I guess I never really thought about how I'd react to meeting someone who actually read my blog.  I may have to think about that more for future encounters. 

To my fellow anonymous bloggers, has this ever happened to you?  How did you handle it?  And for my readers, do you think I should confess to this guy? 

It's Not Goodbye, It's See You Later...

If you have friends or loved ones in the military, you know that they hate "goodbyes".  I learned this years ago.  Whenever another one of my friends gets deployed, I always say "See You Later".  Some people think this is silly, but for the service member, it's a big deal.  It's the equivalent of telling a performer "Good Luck".  You'd never say that.  They'd rather be told "Break A Leg". 

The reason I bring this up is that I had dinner with Matt a few nights ago.  I was pretty sure I knew what he wanted to talk about, but I tried to stay positive.  We sat down and ordered and there was a few seconds of silence.  He looked at me and reached for my hand.  "I am getting deployed in October, with Travis," he said to me.  I couldn't hide my disappointment.  Matt had told me it was a possibility, but he just got back last December, so I was kinda hoping he wouldn't have to go back again until next year.

Matt told me that he's going back to Afghanistan.  He tried to make me feel better by saying that it's a lot "safer" out there now than when he was there last year.  I know it's still quite dangerous there because of my other friends who are deployed at the moment.  His deployment is set to be for 7 months, but he was told to be prepared for up to a 9 month tour.  I felt sad and scared for him.  I always go through these emotions.  I know that this is the life of a service member and I should just be used to it already since I have military friends.  But honestly, it never gets any easier and I don't worry any less.

Matt is going home to Wisconsin for 2 weeks in September.  He asked me if I wanted to go with him.  I was a little shocked that he'd ask me.  I told him it would probably be impossible for me to get off of work and that I didn't currently have the extra funds to buy a plane ticket.  He told me to ask my boss anyway for the time off and that if I wanted to go, he'd cover my plane ticket.  Matt told me how I was one of his best friends, even without all the sex stuff.  We talked about the last 3+ years of our friendship and it is crazy to think we've known each other for so long.  It was a very sincere moment between us.

I asked my boss about taking time off and he said he'd rather I not go on vacation because we have some very important things coming up the next couple of months.  But my boss said that because of the situation with Matt getting deployed, he would be willing to give me 10 days off.  I still haven't decided yet if I want to go on this trip.  It would be nice to have 10 days to spend with Matt, considering I won't see him for at least 7 months.  But I also don't want to complicate things between us.  We have a good thing going as fwb and I'd hate to ruin that.  I don't know.  I told Matt I'd let him know my decision by the weekend.  Either way, I can't help but think about how much I will miss him.  But it's never goodbye between us.  I know I'll see him again.  And we still have 2 months to have lots of sex and make memories to carry him through his deployment.  :)

Josh's Birthday recap (The Good Stuff)

(If you didn't read "Part 1", Click here .  "Part 1" is technically the end, but I advise you read it first anyway.)

I looked at my outfit in the mirror - a red, low cut blouse, a short black skirt with no panties, and black heels.  I knew Josh would love it!  I stepped out the door and he was waiting in my parking lot. I ran and kissed him.  "Happy Birthday, gorgeous!" I said to Josh as he grabbed me and his hands settled on my ass.  I reached for his cock and he was rock hard.  I gave him few strokes and told him to get in the car. 

"I'm kinda nervous, babe," he said to me.  I just smiled and put my hand on his.  I was pretty sure I'd be able to pull this off and make a fantasy of his come true, but I did worry a little that things may not work out.  But I erased that from my mind.  I knew I had to make this happen for him. 

As we pulled up to the store, I looked at Josh and said, "You ready for this?"  He looked so nervous.  He didn't say a word.  He just nodded.  We got out of the car and I grabbed his hand.  I walked up to the cashier and asked if we could rent a couple of booths.  The cashier gave me a weird look and I winked at him and paid. Josh and I had talked about this the last few days, but now that we were actually at the sex store and walking towards the booths, I wasn't sure if he wanted to go through with it. 

As we stood in the hallway of the booths, I touched Josh's face and whispered in his ear.  He smiled and I slapped his ass.  "Let's do this," I told him.  I went into my booth.  It was the same one that we had scouted last week.  I got on my knees and I peeked through the hole.  I could see  Josh taking off his shirt and I ogled his sexy chest and abs.  He turned around and pulled down his pants to his ankles.  "Come to me, baby," I lustfully said to him.

Josh stuck his balls and hard cock through the hole and I carefully licked all along his shaft.  I could hear him faintly moan.  I gave his cock head a few licks, but teased him and licked down his shaft and down to his balls.  I slowly used my hand to stroke his cock while I licked his balls.  I ran my tongue firmly across his balls and licked the underside over and over.  I could hear him moaning again.  I put each ball in my mouth and ran my tongue all over.  I had planned to spend a lot of time on his balls, when I heard Josh say to me, "Babe, stop teasing me!"

I gave his balls a quick lick back and forth again then licked back up his shaft.  I put his cock in my mouth and slowly sucked him.  His balls were still covered in my spit, so I used my hands to massage him while I sucked him.  I felt his cock harden in my mouth and I sucked him faster.  He started thrusting a bit, so I just kept my mouth still and let him face fuck me.  I could hear him moaning again and I could tell he was really enjoying himself.  I felt him precumming in my mouth and I knew he was ready for the next part.  I reached into my purse and grabbed the condom.

As I rolled the Trojan onto his hard cock, Josh was surprised.  I hadn't told him about this part.  I think he assumed I'd just suck him off.  But after the condom was on, I told him to just lean forward against the wall and I'd take care of the rest.  I pulled up my skirt and backed up against the wall.  I bent over and braced myself with my fingertips on the floor.  Josh's cock slipped right into my already wet pussy.  We both let out a sigh as my tight asian pussy enveloped his big white cock.

I worked my ass back and forth against his cock.  My ass cheeks were hitting the wall and I was bouncing harder and harder off Josh's cock.  I loved being in control and using him as my sex toy.  Josh started to get impatient and thrusted a little.  I pushed my ass all the way up against the wall and let him fuck me.  I could hear him moaning again and I was going to let him just fuck me until he came.  But I felt him pull out and I knew he hadn't cum yet.

I got back on my knees and reached thru the hole for his cock.  I ripped off the condom and sucked him again.  I had my hand gripped firmly at the base and  I was furiously bobbing up and down on his cock.  I deep throated him and gagged.  I kept deep throating him and heard him moaning more.  I sucked him quickly again and I started using my hand to jerk him at the same time.  "Babe, I'm gonna cum," he said over and over.  I just moaned as I continued sucking his cock.  I felt the first stream of cum in my mouth and I kept jerking him.  My mouth was filled with his cum and I jerked every last drop out before I swallowed.  I kissed his cock head and he pulled his cock out of the hole.  He bent down and puckered his lips thru the hole and I kissed him. 

I pulled my skirt back down and went over to Josh's booth.  He had his pants back on, but was shirtless.  He grabbed me and I sat on his lap.  We really didn't say anything to each other.  He had a huge smile on his face and he just hugged me.  I was about to ask Josh if he wanted to go for a second round in the booth, but before I could say anything, he asked me, "Can we go to the Redbox by your house and pick up a movie?"  I didn't say anything for a second.   "Wait, you were serious about watching a movie at my house?" I said.  "I thought that was code for sex!"   We both had a good laugh and walked out of the booth and headed back to the car.  I knew the night was just beginning.

Josh's Birthday recap (Tarantino style)

Before we fell asleep on Saturday night, we watched a movie.  We went to the Redbox by my house and he chose "Jumping the Broom".  I was surprised that he wanted to see a chick flick, but I was fine with it, so I didn't say anything.  We cuddled on my couch and amazingly, we behaved throughout the whole movie, though we were cuddling with just our underwear on.  The movie was really cute and we had a short conversation about marriage, which was something we had never talked about.

I told Josh that it was late and we should get some sleep and before I could stand up, he straddled me and covered my lips with his.  He was ravaging my neck with kisses and kissed down my cleavage.  He grabbed at my bra and pulled out my tits.  His tongue was all over my nipples and I was squirming and moaning.  I reached down for his cock and he was already hard.  While he was licking my nipples, I whispered in his ear, "What else do you want for your birthday?"  He stopped licking my nipples and kissed up my neck.  "I want to bend you over and fuck your ass," he whispered in my ear.  I pushed him off me and got off the couch. I was about to walk to my room, when he grabbed my face and kissed me.  I wrapped my arms around his neck and he picked  me up.  "Wrap your legs around me," he demanded.  He kept kissing me, as he carried me into my room.

He put me down and I immediately got on my knees.  Josh stood in front of me and I pulled down his boxers.  His cock sprung out at me and I grabbed it and started licking.  I ran my tongue all over his long shaft and gave his cock head a lot of attention.  I looked up at him and he intently watched as I handled him.  He grabbed onto my hair and pulled my mouth over his cock.  I started sucking and he moaned.  I grabbed onto his ass and squeezed.  I pulled him closer and took his cock down my throat.  He started moaning more and attempted to pull me up from my knees.  I shook my head no and refused to get up.  I kept sucking and moaned as I felt him precum in my mouth.  I stroked him for a bit and licked all the precum off him.  He was begging me to let me fuck him and I finally gave in.  I stood up and bent over my bed with my ass up.  Josh slapped my ass and reached over for a condom and some lube.

I let out a huge moan as he licked my asshole .  Josh fingered my ass for a bit then stood up and put his hand on the small of my back.  "Fuck my ass, babe," I begged.  Without saying a word, he eased his cock into my ass.  I moaned as I felt each inch of him in me.  He was soon balls deep and leaning on my back.  "You ready for me to fuck your brains out?" he whispered in my ear.  "Yes," I moaned.  With that, he grabbed my waist and started working his cock in and out of my ass.  I was moaning and begging for more.  He fucked my ass really rough and I was loving every second of it.

Josh reached over and pulled my hair and pulled me close to him.  He was playing with my tits and kissing the back of my neck.  I turned my head around.  "Fuck my ass hard," I begged.  He pushed me back down on the bed and fucked me really hard.  I was screaming and I felt the pleasure radiating through my body.  Josh grabbed my hair again and told me he was close.  I nodded and he kept pounding my ass.  I reached  back and grabbed his ass to pull him further in me.  I heard Josh grunt.  "I'm gonna fucking cum," he said, as he thrust one last time in my ass and filled the condom.  He fell onto my back and held me.

I woke up Sunday morning to Josh kissing my back.  I opened my eyes and for a second, I forgot about the craziness that had happened the night before.  "How does it feel to be 23 now?"  I asked him.  "The same as 22, but with one less fantasy on my list," he answered.  We laughed.  He grabbed my hand and pulled me into the shower.
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As we drove to my house, we both laughed as we thought about what had just happened.  "Was that a good birthday gift?" I asked him.  Josh laughed.  "I can't believe we pulled that off," he said to me with a huge smile on his face.  He thanked me and leaned over for a kiss. We were still giggling as we arrived at the Redbox near my house.

(I hope this wasn't too confusing!  Yes, there will be another part posted soon!)

Josh's Birthday and Some Sad News

Josh's 23rd birthday is this weekend.  I had assumed he was going out with his Marines for a drunken filled night because well, that's what most young, single guys do on their birthday right?  Well Josh called today and asked me if I'd spend his birthday with him. He said he just wanted to stay in, cuddle, and watch a movie.  I told him I would take him to dinner and we could rent a hotel room in Waikiki. He said no.  He asked if it was ok to just spend the night at my house.  I told him it was fine.

I can't go into the details of what I have planned because Josh reads this blog.  But I promise that it will be something extra special for his birthday.  And I will blog about it, I promise!

And for some sad news :(    A few perceptive readers asked me why Travis wasn't at the gang bang, since I have had threesomes with Matt and Travis in the past.  Matt had told me that Travis went home on leave (or vacation for us non-military folks) and I didn't really ask any questions.  Matt later told me that Travis is being deployed in October for 7 months.  I don't know Travis that well and we don't hang out, but it still makes me worried anytime someone I know will be deployed.  Matt also told me that there is a chance he will get sent on this deployment too.  That made me really sad.  Not only would I be missing him as a fwb, but also as a really good friend.  But that's the life of a Marine (or any service member).  And as a friend of military guys, I know that deployments are a fact of life.  It just never gets any easier though.

Oh and thank you to all the kind readers who checked in on me since I've been sick!  You are all too kind.  I am feeling a lot better.  I slept a lot and took my medicines.  I am planning on going back to work tomorrow.  I hope you all are having a better week than me!  I am off to bed.  Good night! 

Doctor's Orders

I was feeling sick all weekend and unfortunately, that caused me to cancel all the plans I had made, including some late nights with my fwb.  Brandon had messaged me on Friday to ask me if I needed anything and I said no.  He checked on me again on Saturday and then late Sunday.  I told him I had been resting all day and was feeling a little better.  He asked me what I wanted to eat.  I told him not to bother coming to my house because I looked hideous and I didn't want him to see me this way.  He said I had been his "Naughty Nurse" and it was his turn to take care of me.  I again told him not to come over, but he said he was going to anyway.

I did my best to look presentable. I put on some sweats and a baby tee.  I didn't even bother putting on a bra.  I pulled my hair back into a ponytail.  I was going to put on makeup, but I didn't have the energy to do it.  Soon, Brandon was ringing my doorbell.  I opened the door, half expecting him to be dressed as a doctor, but no, he was wearing jeans and a baby blue polo.  He looked so handsome that I couldn't help but smile.  He saw me and joked that he must have the wrong house because I didn't look like the Myli he knew.  "Yeah, ha ha, make fun of the sick girl," I said as I fake laughed.  Brandon gave me a big hug and kissed me, even though I told him not to.

He sprawled out on my couch and told me to come join him.  Brandon was on his back so I cuddled up against his chest and he wrapped his arms around me.  "What can I do to make you feel better, Myli?" he said to me.  "I just need to rest, but your cuddling definitely helps," I told him.  We turned on my tv and it was on the Food Network.  I was enjoying his company, when he grabbed my face and kissed me again.  I protested because I didn't want to make him sick too, but he said he didn't care.  We were making out and I felt his hands go under my shirt and he was circling my nipples with his fingers.  He pushed me off him and laid me down on my back.  I lifted my shirt up for him and he hungrily licked my nipples.  I grabbed his head and ran my fingers thru his hair while he ravaged me.  "Fuck me!" I begged him.  He stopped for a second, looked me in the eyes, and said "No".  I wasn't used to him saying no to me, so I was taken aback.  He started licking my nipples again and I just went with it.

Brandon took off his shirt and jeans as he kissed down my chest and all over my stomach.  He pulled down my sweats and smiled when he saw I was wearing pink panties.  "I read somewhere that cumming while you're sick helps you feel better," he said, very matter of factly.  I laughed.  "Ok, whatever you say, doctor," I said to him.  I went to take off my panties and he stopped me.  Instead, he pulled them aside and dived right in.  I could tell I was already really wet as he slowly ran his tongue up and down my clit.  He looked up at me with his brown eyes and he looked so sexy.  He kept teasing me by slowly licking my clit, first up and down, then in circles.  I really just wanted him to fuck me already, but he kept telling me no. "I haven't had sex since the gang bang and I really want you to fuck me," I begged him.  He just smiled and shook his head again.

He went back to licking my clit.  Brandon seemed determined to make me cum, even though he knows how hard it is for me to get off this way unless a finger is rubbing my gspot.  "Just lay back and enjoy this," he told me.  And I did.  He quickened his pace and used much more deliberate tongue strokes.  He grabbed the back of my ass and pulled down my panties, then pulled me even closer to him.  I felt the pleasure building and I could feel myself getting close.  I was moaning very loudly and caught myself biting my lip.  "Oh god, I'm really close," I moaned.  Just then, Brandon stuck his 2 fingers in my pussy and started fingering my gspot too. My body was thrashing from all the pleasure.  I could feel myself getting close to cumming both from my gspot and my clit.  And then it all hit me.  "Oh fuck, oh fuck," I screamed, as I felt myself squirt all over Brandon's face.  Not even a second later, his tongue strokes put me over the edge and I came again.  I screamed over and over and my body was tingling from all the sensations.

I felt like I had been cumming for an eternity.  When I finally felt my body get back to normal, I noticed my legs were still spasming.  I looked down at Brandon and he was covered in my cum.  I tried to grab his face to clean him up, but he told me he wasn't done.  His fingers were back inside of my pussy again, rubbing my gspot.  "I don't think I can cum again," I told him.  But he refused to stop.  By the time he was done, I had squirted another 2x.  I was exhausted and I couldn't move. Brandon picked me up and carried me to my room.

I woke up about an hour ago and decided to blog about it now.  Brandon is fast asleep in my bed and I'm planning my payback.  He didn't cum at all last night. In fact, I never even touched his cock.  I will be sure to change that very soon.  But I will say, I think he was right.  Maybe there is some truth to cumming while you are sick because I feel fantastic right now! 

100th Post Reflections

When I first started this blog back in May, I didn't know if anyone would care about what I had to say.  I really started this blog because my friend suggested sharing my sex stories with the world.  I knew my friends enjoyed my stories, but I didn't think complete strangers would.  3 months later, I have almost 50 followers on here and over 150 on Tumblr.  I have made many friends thru this blog.  Friends whom I feel I will have the rest of my life. 

I've also met some very interesting people.  I've had offers of marriage.  I've had guys offering me their virginity and girls offering me my first lesbian experience.  I've had minors wanting me to teach them about sex.  I had a couple offer me money to be their surrogate.  I had a guy, older than my dad, offer to take viagra and "rock my world".

I've also become very emotionally involved in the blogs I follow.  Even though I don't know these people in real life, I've read their posts and shared in their happiness and pain.  I read their words and I feel their emotions as if they are my friend and are telling me their stories over dinner.  I'm so thankful to the friends I've made thru my blog.  I've realized the struggles some people have had to deal with and I admire their bravery and courage.  In a weird way it's made me even more thankful for the life I have.

A big part of this blog is my fwb.  They know who they are.  Without them, I wouldn't be able to do this.  I owe them all a big blowjob, I mean thank you!  You are all near and dear to my heart <3

And of course, thank you to all my loyal readers.  Thank you for continuing to come back and read my blog.  As I've said before, as long as I have readers, I will continue to write and tell my stories.  Tomorrow (Monday) is my 3 month anniversary on Blogspot.  Thank you to everyone who has made the last 3 months so much fun.  I can't wait to see what the next 100 posts brings!

My First Gang Bang Part 3

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My First Gang Bang Part 2

(If you haven't read Part 1, click here )

I felt hands on my waist and then a cock enter inside me.  I heard a moan and my pussy was being pounded hard.  I heard the guys cheering and I let out a few moans.  I begged for him to fuck me harder and he immediately complied.  I started to feel hands on my tits but wasn't sure how many hands were touching my body because the blind fold left me completely in the dark.  My nipples were being licked and sucked and I felt tingles all over. There were hands on my face and a cock was shoved into my mouth and down my throat.  I gagged and my eyes started to water.  He grabbed onto my neck and face fucked me, forcing his cock deeper and deeper down my throat.  I was loving every minute of it!

I felt the guys taking turns with my pussy.  I loved how they all had slightly different cocks.  One guy was bigger than all the rest and he felt really good inside of me.  One guy was really aggressive and would grab onto my handcuffed wrists and fuck me really hard.  I loved that!  I also knew who was the shy guy because he'd fuck me really slowly and I'd hear the guys telling him to fuck me harder. I could tell that they guys were taking their condoms off and having me suck them after they fucked me because I could taste the latex.  It kinda turned me off, but I just went with it.  I really lost track of time and had no idea how long they had been fucking me.  I was just enjoying the pleasure.  Suddenly, the guy who had been fucking me, pulled out and I was waiting for the next cock, but nothing happened.  I still had a cock in my mouth, so I didn't say anything.  I just kept sucking.

I felt fingers in my pussy again, though I could tell they weren't Matt's fingers. My gspot was being rubbed and I knew I was about to cum.  I still had a cock in my mouth and I mumbled "I'm cumming" just as I squirted all over.  I felt my cum dripping down my legs and I quickly felt a tongue licking it all up.  I was exhausted and my pussy was swollen.  I felt different fingers in me and within minutes, I was squirting again.  The guys started cheering and they were taking turns making me squirt.  My legs were really shaky at this point, but the guys kept going.  After the 5th time, I begged them to stop.  The fingering stopped for a little bit as the guy started spanking my ass. Eventually, Matt came over and whispered in my ear, "We're not finished with you yet, Myli."

Matt pulled off my blind fold and uncuffed me. Then he picked me up and carried me to my room.  He put the wrist and ankle restraints on and sat on my chest.  "Suck it!" he demanded as he pushed his cock into my mouth.  The guys again took turns making me squirt.  I was squirming and begging for them to stop.   I had cum so much that my body was aching.  Matt told them to keep going.  I easily came another 5x, though I lost count at some point.  My whole body started shaking as I came again.  I had tears in my eyes from gagging on Matt's cock, while I had came over and over.  I looked up at him and he just smiled. The guys continuing fingering my gspot and licking my clit.  My whole pussy was so sensitive.

Matt eventually got off my chest and my body was still shaking.  He kissed me and undid my wrist and ankle restraints.  I thought we were done, but he flipped me over and restrained my wrists again.  He got underneath me and made me ride him.  He grabbed onto my tits and licked all over them.  My pussy lips were swollen but riding his cock felt so good.  I saw the guys putting on new condoms and I knew what was happening next.  Matt whispered in my ear, "Are you ready for the guys to DP you?"  I nodded.  "Okay guys, let's start the train on her ass!"

My First Gang Bang Part 1

If you read my last post, you know that I had plans with friends before the gang bang.  Not the ideal situation, but I didn't want to cancel.  I got back home at 11:00 pm and Matt was waiting for me in my parking lot.  I grabbed him and we jumped into the shower together.  He kissed me and tried to fuck me, but I rejected him.  "I need to save that for the gang bang", I reminded him.  He laughed and finished showering.

After the shower, we went to my room and Matt grabbed the handcuffs, restraints, and blindfold.  I asked him how he wanted to tie me down and he shook his head.  "No, babe." he said.  "It's going to be a surprise."   I shrugged my shoulders and told him I was up for anything.  We talked about the guys he invited and he again assured me that all the guys knew about wearing condoms and they knew that they were not allowed to cum on my face.  He also informed me that he had told the guys that they weren't allowed to take pictures or videos of the gang bang.

As it neared midnight, I changed into a bra and panties.  I took out my heels, but didn't put them on.  Matt smiled when I came out of my room.  "Wow, you look sexy!" he said to me.  "Thanks. You think the boys will like this?" I asked him.  He nodded his head yes.  I told Matt that I was getting a little nervous and he hugged me.  He reminded me that this would be a night of fun and that he would make sure nothing bad happened.

The guys started arriving at midnight.  I was glad that I had met 3 of them at lunch, the day before.  It felt like we were old friends.  I met the other 3 guys and they were good looking and seemed nice too.  Matt told me that 2 other guys were supposed to show up, but as it neared 12:15 am, they still hadn't arrived.  He texted them and after no response, we assumed they had chickened out.

At this point, one of the guys grabbed me and started kissing me.  Soon, I felt hands all over my body.  Someone pulled my bra off and I felt lips and tongues all over my nipples.  I was moaning and loving all the attention.  I felt my panties being pulled aside and my clit was being played with.  Then I felt fingers inside my pussy.  My body was overloaded with pleasure.  I felt hands and lips all over me.  I felt my gspot getting fingered and I looked down to see Matt.  He knows how to finger me just the right way, so I knew he would have me squirting in no time.  I told the guys to take off their clothes and get their cocks out.  Matt kept on fingering me and I quickly came all over him.  Some of the guys cheered when they saw me squirt.

I had the guys get in a circle and I went around sucking their cocks.  I could tell which ones would be aggressive because they would grab onto the back of my head and just face fuck me.  I could also tell that one guy was really nervous and/or shy.  He almost looked embarrassed to have me sucking his cock in front of other guys.  It was sorta cute.  I looked around and I saw 7 hard cocks, so I knew I had done my job.

Matt grabbed me, pulled my arms to the back, and handcuffed me.  I had no idea what he was going to do next.  He bent me over the arm of my couch and spanked my ass a few times.  He fingered my pussy again.  I could feel him rubbing against my gspot and I knew he was trying to make me squirt.  The guys were cheering him on and I begged him to make me cum.  My legs got shaky and I squirted everywhere.  Matt spanked my ass again and one of the guys came over and licked me clean.

I was still in that position and not sure what was going to happen next.  Matt put the blindfold over my eyes and I was nervous again.  I heard the guys moving around and the next thing I heard was Matt saying, "Okay guys, let the train begin!"

(To read Part 2, click here )

GB Details

The gang bang is still on for tonight!  Yay!  The somewhat bad news is that I had to move the time back to very late (I'm talking midnight!)  Apparently, I forgot I had plans with some friends of mine tonight.  That's what happens when you agree to plans more than a week in advance!  Not wanting to be a flake to my friends, I am keeping those plans and then having the gang bang later.  The guys were okay with it, so it all works out.

I had lunch with Matt yesterday.  I didn't realize that he and his guys had the day off, so when he came to my work, he brought 3 of the guys with him!  Let me say this.  I don't look my best at work.  I have to wear business type clothes.  I often put my hair in a ponytail or bun.  And I wear very minimal makeup.  I felt kind of embarrassed that the guys saw me like that.  But then again, they were going to be seeing me naked very soon, so I figured I should just get over it.

The 3 Marines I met, were all gorgeous.  Tall, white, handsome.  We went to the Subway near my office and talked for a bit.  I asked them how old they were, where they were from, if they've had sex with an Asian girl before, how they feel about condoms.  The usual stuff.  They all seemed like nice guys.  It was funny because at one point, I looked at Matt and he looked kind of peeved.  I grabbed his hand and held it.  Matt has never been one to get jealous, but I kinda got that vibe from him now.

After we ate, I gave all the guys a hug and I told them I'd see them soon.  They went to go sit on a bench and I talked to Matt, by myself.  "How many guys are you thinking will come to my house?" I asked him.  "Probably 7 or 8, plus me," he answered.  I told him that my concern was that all the guys wear condoms.  I was okay with them tying me up and blindfolding me.  But in that position, I'd have to trust these guys because I wouldn't be able to see.  He assured me that the guys were okay with condoms and he would make sure they were being used.  I also told him that he had to make it absolutely clear that no guy was to cum on my face because I don't like that.  "I've told them the rules and they know the limits," he said.  "We've done threesomes and foursomes before and you know I wouldn't let any of these guys hurt you."

Matt and I talked for a little bit more.  He told me to wear my lacy bra and boyshorts and heels.  I told him I'd have my bed restraints, handcuffs, and blindfold ready for him.  "I haven't cum in 2 days, so I'm really horny," I whispered in his ear, as we hugged goodbye.  He laughed.  He mentioned something about breaking the squirting record he had set.  Just the thought of squirting more than 10x, made me wet.  I have a feeling this will be a fun night of lots of moaning, screaming, and cumming.  I can't wait!

Falling For Me (Video is NSFW)

If you clicked on the video above, I'm sure you can guess what this post is about.  I have had my share of sex injuries and fails.  This post is about the one that stands out most in my mind.

I was young, probably 22, and my boyfriend at the time was pretty short.  He was 5'5" and fairly skinny.  I wasn't nearly as adventurous back then, so most of our sex was just mediocre (though I didn't think it was at the time).  I was at his house and he told me about this porn that he had seen where the guy picked up the girl and fucked her standing up.  He asked if I'd be willing to try that and I said no.  He kept begging and I kept saying no.  Really, I didn't think he was strong enough to hold me up like that.  He weighed maybe 20 pounds more than me and I just didn't think it was a good idea.

When we were having sex that night, he again asked to try the move.  I finally gave in.  He picked me up and I wrapped my arms and legs around him.  He cock slid right into my pussy and I had to admit, it felt great!  He grabbed my ass and guided me up and down on him.  We kissed.  I was moaning and enjoying myself so much that I didn't realize that my guy was getting tired.  All I remember is bouncing up and down on his cock one minute and falling the next.

He later told me that his legs were getting shaky, but he didn't want to say anything because it felt good.  He eventually just fell backwards and hit his head.  I landed on top of him, with his cock still inside me.  I remember grabbing his face and thinking he was dead.  I was so scared.  For a second, I thought maybe he had had a heart attack.  Luckily though, he came to in a minute or so.  But it was the longest minute of my life.  Once I knew he was okay, we had a good laugh about it.  We both admitted that the position felt great, but wasn't something we should try again.

I have since done this position again, but with much taller and stronger guys.  I was scared the first time.  But like they say, "When you fall off the horse, you have to get back on".  Or in my case, get back on the cock!  And I'm happy to report that I've never had a guy fall like that again!  

Feel free to share your sex fails in my comments.  Have fun, but be safe out there!